title: tiredd sorry for the uber long time I have NOT posted in here.
I've been prettyyyy lazy and I couldn't give a crap about anything :P this post is gonna be really quick because I wanna go to bed and have a heavenly slumberrrrr [ven though its only 6.15pm!) i slept at 1.30am last night =.= i had to stay up late to finish up my project for computer applications took me forever to finish, but at least it's done now (: i have a drama performance to the elementary school kids on wednesday and i also have a poetry competition between the groups in my class ON THE SAME DAY :O this is gonna be one loooooooooooooong week for me :/ but i'll try my best to keep up. ESPECIALLY MATH. Im totally gonna be flunking that. anywaysss. imma go head to bed now. so uber tired :/ nightnight. ~Moi |
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title: true colors. just got a reality check.
life is not a fairytale. we are not living in a luxury palace. there is no such thing as heaven. forever is not a word. friends come and go, and they never stay. every hello ends with a goodbye. and more. And I see your true colors Shining through I see your true colors And that's why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colors, True colors, are beautiful, Like a rainbow ~Moi |
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title: different. today was different.
i dont exactly know why it was. maybe because today was the day I have finally realized things. today is the day when i've finally opened my eyes. today is the day I realized.. there will never be.... well something. I dont really know what I exactly mean my self. its all a big mess in my mind. I was pretty much alone after 4pm. usually i'd be with my friends in school, having the time of our lives. but not today. just not today. I'm not usually like this, I tell myself. I know its not me, its the people. why the fake, plastic barbie dolls in this school? whispers going through my head. with millions of words flooding in my mind, the million things that wishes, why can't life be oh-so perfect? why must life suck being a teenager? homework overload. useless drama in school that people make up. gay teachers. unreliable friends. as I said, fake, plastic barbie dolls. canteen food. social lives. academic crisis. untouchable love. and more of this shizzle that I just can't explain in my head, or in words. I guess its nice to be along for once after 4pm. Its the only time I have to think in my head a bit. thank the many blessings I had today, and will have. not CRYING ALL THE TIME and MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF EVERYTHING. okay.. i dont know what was with the caps but whatever. but i'm just sick of everyone having to make such a big deal out of EVERY FRIKKIN THING IN THE WOOOOORLD. PEOPLE ARE CRYING IN HAITI/CHILE BECAUSE THEIR LIVES ARE RUINED BECAUSE THEIR HOMES ARE RECKED, THEIR FAMILIES DYING. AND WHAT ARE OTHER PEOPLE CRYING ABOUT? about not having this, not having that. desperate desires that sometimes NOT EVEN COME TRUE! COMON PEOPLE! GROW UP! this aint a fairytale anymore like it was in like... 2nd grade?? seriously. people have got to learn. ~Moi. |
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title: Paper Grin here's a little song i just wrote a few minutes ago(:
this is veeeery true, basically talking about who I truly am. sorry if theres really tough vocabulary :/ buuuut, enjoy! :) [comments would be nice] Paper Grin everyday's the same same old faces with the same old name everything's cliche with the many things people have to say every night when i lie in bed thinking about all the things i've said close my eyes and tell myself everything's alright but i would just cry CHORUS: you may not see, you may not know but there's a part of me that won't let go i hide the tears that come my way i dont want to show it, oh no i'd lock my face and raise my chin and add on a paper grin i'll always laugh, i'll always gag you will never see me crestfallen but beneath these warm smiles of mine lies all the befallen CHORUS 2x with all these feelings inside of me bottled up, buried and thrown away i dont want you to leave halfway just for my want to be free i dont want you to leave just for my want to be free ~Moi |
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title: ahyaaaa good day :)
i know, i know, i haven't posted in like aaaages. I just keep on forgetting =.= well anyways, a lot has happened the past few days. BAD things, no good stuff. I got an in term report for french -.- urgh. I got detention for math... (well actually, that was fun.. LOL) and and and i've been pretty moody these days (NO. i do NOT have my period.) I dont know.. things have been a living hell in high school. Well, i guess without the living hell part... how would we live? -that didn't make any sense, did it?- but anyways. i'm just going to move on and just try to improve on myself. and spend less time on FACEBOOK >.< its like a drug now. i must somehow ALWAYS be infront of the computer :( It is very annoying. eunice was here yesterday :) well all hanged out after school and then we watch FAN BOYS yesterday -> such an epic movie! its basically star wars fans versus star trek fans XD hilarious. I got SOOO much homework to do from today and tomorrow and I am not not not in the mood >:( I want to just relax for once.. soooo in a few weeks/days/months, whatever, the grade 11s and 12s are having their senior prom! lol i dont even know why im talking about this right now (considering im a junior) well, i just wanted to post it because I CANT BELIEVE ITS HELD AT THE SWISSOTEL! and their entry fee is like... $100 :O :O :O holy coooow okay i shall log off nowwww i will like.. eat or something. in other words. PROCRASTINATE. ~Moi |
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title: GUITARDED! ALLELUIA!
I have finished SHOOTING and EDITING my comp apps commercial :D the preparation for this video took almost a month, and i can't believe the commercial's finished! I really hope my teacher will loooove it! Now i need like, 10 people to watch it and analyze it :/ i'll probably get my parents, cousin and a bunch of friends. FACEBOOK MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANNA WATCH IT! :) anyways. today was fun sia! Bekah was at my house to get her barang then we played wii - this was a big fail! haha bekah, i hope you're reading this, do you remember this? "my god, did you see a head before the doors closed??" |
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title: Post 160(: whoaaaaa
its been centuries since i posted :P well.. life's been great actually. Better that I thought it would be. its CNY holidaysss that reminds me.. GONG XI FA CAI (: yeppp. chinese new yearrr! i've been doing lotsa homework lately. more focused on computer apps then for any other subject cuz i really really really wanna get good marks for this subject. i made a deal with my parents that if i get any 7s in my quarter report, they'll gimme 10 bucks :D sweet deal, yeah? im uuuuber sleepy right now =.= i'll end this post now i guess. i'll try to post again later i just CBF right now. byebye(: happy chinese new year again! ~Moi |
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