title: tiredd sorry for the uber long time I have NOT posted in here.
I've been prettyyyy lazy and I couldn't give a crap about anything :P this post is gonna be really quick because I wanna go to bed and have a heavenly slumberrrrr [ven though its only 6.15pm!) i slept at 1.30am last night =.= i had to stay up late to finish up my project for computer applications took me forever to finish, but at least it's done now (: i have a drama performance to the elementary school kids on wednesday and i also have a poetry competition between the groups in my class ON THE SAME DAY :O this is gonna be one loooooooooooooong week for me :/ but i'll try my best to keep up. ESPECIALLY MATH. Im totally gonna be flunking that. anywaysss. imma go head to bed now. so uber tired :/ nightnight. ~Moi |
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title: true colors. just got a reality check.
life is not a fairytale. we are not living in a luxury palace. there is no such thing as heaven. forever is not a word. friends come and go, and they never stay. every hello ends with a goodbye. and more. And I see your true colors Shining through I see your true colors And that's why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colors, True colors, are beautiful, Like a rainbow ~Moi |
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title: different. today was different.
i dont exactly know why it was. maybe because today was the day I have finally realized things. today is the day when i've finally opened my eyes. today is the day I realized.. there will never be.... well something. I dont really know what I exactly mean my self. its all a big mess in my mind. I was pretty much alone after 4pm. usually i'd be with my friends in school, having the time of our lives. but not today. just not today. I'm not usually like this, I tell myself. I know its not me, its the people. why the fake, plastic barbie dolls in this school? whispers going through my head. with millions of words flooding in my mind, the million things that wishes, why can't life be oh-so perfect? why must life suck being a teenager? homework overload. useless drama in school that people make up. gay teachers. unreliable friends. as I said, fake, plastic barbie dolls. canteen food. social lives. academic crisis. untouchable love. and more of this shizzle that I just can't explain in my head, or in words. I guess its nice to be along for once after 4pm. Its the only time I have to think in my head a bit. thank the many blessings I had today, and will have. not CRYING ALL THE TIME and MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF EVERYTHING. okay.. i dont know what was with the caps but whatever. but i'm just sick of everyone having to make such a big deal out of EVERY FRIKKIN THING IN THE WOOOOORLD. PEOPLE ARE CRYING IN HAITI/CHILE BECAUSE THEIR LIVES ARE RUINED BECAUSE THEIR HOMES ARE RECKED, THEIR FAMILIES DYING. AND WHAT ARE OTHER PEOPLE CRYING ABOUT? about not having this, not having that. desperate desires that sometimes NOT EVEN COME TRUE! COMON PEOPLE! GROW UP! this aint a fairytale anymore like it was in like... 2nd grade?? seriously. people have got to learn. ~Moi. |
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